Of all who walked with Jesus and all of us who are following Him today know the name Judas. It stirs feelings of disdain in all humans. Even those who are outside of the faith know the dastardly deed of the most infamous of traitors.
After two thousand years of history no one has surpassed Judas in recognition of the worst of betrayers. When trust and love are given in bountiful doses, he turns on his benefactor and betrays Him for 30 pieces of silver. No one believes that any amount of anything justifies betrayal, but mere monetary gain makes a despicable deed even more repulsive.
Life is difficult for most of us. Each one of us has our own story of excruciating pain that came from a betrayal. It is the kind of life experience that takes a chunk out of our hearts.
Warm tears soak our pillow at night. Nightmares of imagining the hideous gossip, slander and conspiracy efforts of these wicked people tear into our minds. It is impossible to escape the surprise moments when this pain resurfaces at the oddest moments.
Yet, there is relief. The haunting of these who hurt us can be made impotent. No, those people never change.
Instead, we can change towards them. Jesus showed us the way. He forgave Judas and all those who turned on Him.
The ignominious death of our Savior is a portrait of how ugly sin is. Judas’ betrayal triggered this awful event. How could someone turn against pure love?
Yet, for every betrayal in all of our collective lives we have felt a small dose of that personification of evil. The hurt is unimaginable. Discovery of this kind of vicious human wickedness is shocking. Trying to describe the abandonment, the astonishment or the bizarre nature is for want of words.
We see it. Our mouth turns up in frustration. Our head shakes in disgust.
Betrayal when only trust and love have been given is the worst of sins. Have you trusted someone who went behind your back and conspired to betray you? Did you get blindsided when a trap was sprung by those that you thought were in your corner?
See this tree? God understands. He has felt that ugliness and is ready to bring you the salve of His grace and mercy.
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